:)

Colton and Skylar are going to be presenting at the CMT awards!

increasethepeacethehatecanwait:

Oh my goodness this is the best day of my life (not really but…)! I ship them so hard and I’m going to be seeing them again together. Here’s the link for the information:

http://www.countrymusicislove.com/2012/06/presenters-announced-for-2012-cmt-music-awards.html

I’m so happy I think I might pee myself. My poor shipping heart can’t take this anymore.

mhm.. still kinda sad/frustrated.

I think I’m gonna go workout for a bit :)

so..

yesterday I found out that my friend’s mom passed away from Cancer..

She had been sick for a long time - so her passing wasn’t a shock - but it’s definitely not easy.

I have been friends with my friend for about 6 or 7 years now, and her mom was such a wonderful person. I’ve spent so many nights at her house and she always treated me like I was an adopted child. I’ve had so many awesome memories and it hurts knowing that she’ll no longer be around.

I’m struggling because I wanted to go visit her in Hospice, but I was too scared. I still have bad memories of watching someone die in hospice care from when my grandfather passed in December. I know it was selfish, but I was scared and wasn’t ready to go visit her. I wanted to, so badly, but I couldn’t find the courage or strength.. and now it’s too late. I’m stuck with this horrible feeling of regret. I feel like I should have been there, but wasn’t. I know my friend isn’t mad and I’m sure her mom wasn’t either — but I FEEL BAD.

Anyways, yesterday I tweeted Colton telling him about my friend’s mom and asked for some prayers.. and he replied with this:

Granted, I think he thought I said my mom, but I did not.

I’ve let him know in a few different tweets that it was my friend’s mother and not mine.

EITHER WAY — it still means so much to me that he tweeted and said that.

I need people to pray for my friend Katie, and her family. I can’t even begin to imagine how she is feeling right now. I could also use some prayers — just to help with healing. The pain of losing my friend’s mom is hard enough, but I need to get rid of this regret and anger I feel.

But honestly. I am super grateful for Colton. He is such a sweet, genuine guy that truly cares about his fans. I only tweeted him twice about it & my friend sent a tweet or two — but that’s it. I didn’t spam his mentions. I’m surprised he even saw my tweet let alone reply with this.

Sorry for the long post — but prayers are requested for Katie and her entire family — as well as some for myself. thanks all!

<3

American Idol

thesunwillriseovertroubledwater:

Complete the sentences by adding the name of the #idol from season 11…

• I want to be like: Hollie Cavanagh
• I want to have a boyfriend like: Colton Dixon
• I want to a have sister like: Skylar Laine
• I want to have older brother/s like: Phillip Phillips
• I want to have best friend/s like: Skylar Laine & Colton Dixon
• I would love to hang-out with: All of them!
• If I were a boy and I’m going to prom I would date: Jessica
• I’d love to have pizza with All of them!

I really miss Colton…

and I REALLY want to see him on the winterjam tour for 2013.

trying to figure out how to make it happen.

doing some re-search.

if you want to help — PLEASE message me.

I’ve got an idea ;)